It hurts to miss someone so dearly yet him unaware of it. It gets worse when you cannot see nor feel him for a long period of time. And when you keep your feelings to yourself, it feels like hell. I missed you alot and i dont know when i can meet you. I try to avoid these feelings inside me, but deep down, i keep thinking about you. I missed you, M.
1. I woke up this morning and my mum told me that shes going to the church today. Y'know why? Cause my grandmum of 80 years old is gonna convert to christianity. Apparently something must have happened to make her change her mind.
2. Im glad i dumped Kenny Lam because he is so shitty. Im glad im out of the shit because i finally know who are my true friends. Im glad God gave me this experience to learn a lesson(not to text your boyfriend with your bestfriend's phone). Finally, im glad to know him, maybe not the best love experience, but its a memorable one.
And my holidays are hereeeeeeee! No more shitty assignments to do. And so, after i finished my Maya, met <3 and Cathay for Up. I swear its damn touching. When the wife died :( I can feel for the old guy. And... its good. Damn good and cute (Y) Random and aimless walking around and we decided to have dinner at Holland V. The usual.
Actually this blog post is supposed to go like...
"Today I enjoyed by day with baby... blah blah blah" and it will end with one shit "my sweet little laogong" Inside joke with Marvin. We were laughing like hell today. And i remembered while waiting for him to mousehunt, i was standing at this "feedback form" counter. Then i wrote his name and contacts and scribbled alot of shit on the paper. And... almost dropped it in the box :P Almost. And if i really did, i bet hes sooooooo gonna kill me. Some ah neh will call him on the phone and go,
Ah neh: Hello, im calling from Cathay. Is this Marvin Chia? Him: Yes, why? Ah neh: OIE WHY YOU ANYHOW SCRIBBLE ON OUR FEEDBACK FORM?!?!?! WANT DIE IS IT??!??!!
Oh oh... All I want to do, do Is fall even deeper with you, you And never come up, breathing breathing underwater I'm weightless with every little kiss you steal, boy You are making me feel, feel Like I'm breathing, breathing breathing underwater
Did Maya for the entire day. But my day was still good cause i have lovely Ayunie and crazy Mel anddddddddd dinner with <3! We stayed at the lab till 8 plus just to do the shitty Maya and its not done yet! Another 2 more days of suffering before my holiday officially starts. 10am at Ngee Ann tomorrow (again) :(
Anyway, im damn excited for this Friday and next Monday!!!!
I like Taylor Swift's specs!! I think i have this weird hobby of buying retro specs and earphones and headphones. Recently i saw this audio technica earphones. And its so freaking cheap! But ying says its not a good buy since hers was like shit already. Anyway, im so gonna get my new headphones after my birthday when money's here! Im so gonna get a turquoise one :D
And i want to get some speakers for my ipod.
And... spend more time with <3. Hes gonna have his exams soon but i cant do anything to help him. I can see him slowly going crazy (like me)
